Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Dreams....

Life, has taken a new turn... Am an Engineer now !! wow !! feels really good... Now it feels like time flied by too fast.... though while doing engineering... it felt a drag often.... especially when stuck up with boring assignments n books :D Four years... of fun... of late nights... of friends... of college... bunking... sitting on stairs... the all time favourite canteen... the gossips.... the midnight lamp burning during the PLs... lol... n loads of other things... great memories.....

Student life, I gather, is the best to have..... And am gonna explore more avenues on that front now... USA here i come !! Beware :D

A little apprehensive, lots of anxiety, and too much of excitement.... Looking forward to a new phase of my life... One which shall teach me a lot... Responsibility, time management, hardwork ( rather smart work ;) ) , professionalism and optimum utilisation of independence :D

It aint gonna be a piece of cake, i know... Lots to take care of once im there... Lots of efforts... Will definitely realise what luxury home is !! Ofcourse the thought of being independent and responsible has its own charm... boosts up the self esteem for sure... so I guess life is offering me a nice package :D

A nice package with great opportunities.... which I hope to take real advantage of.... good work leading to good results... leading to more motivation... leading to even more good work... n i hope the cycle continues... landing me with good achievements eventually !

I firmly believe, "The me I see, is the me I'll be !! " So I hope my vision for myself keeps on inspiring me... though ironically, I dont really have set defined goals for now... But the fact is I've always been a dreamer... Fantasy always seems to attract me more than reality ! I hope to have the power to make it reality some day... Im reminded of a poem I wrote quite a long time ago... I've been dreaming since long u see ;) Here it is, for u to read.....

"I dream in the night,
with my eyes closed tight
but these dreams dont mean much
for when I open my eyes,
I hardly remember them as such....

But then there are dreams of reaching far,
the ones that I see with my eyes ajar
these are the ones I see in the light,
where I see everything going just right....

I dream of things impractical and far,
I dream of things dealt with every hour
I dream of helping those in pain,
I dream that what I wish I gain....

Dreams of the present,
Dreams of the future,
I dream of things that I long to get,
I dream of things I cant dream to get !

Dreams show me that what can be
and give me the urge to make it real,
for others to see....

Dreams though not real,
make me strive to make them real,
and even if I cant turn them to reality,
I can live through them as a virtual reality....

Dreams are the ones that give me the powers,
to make barren land bloom into flowers

And so... I dream on,
Of things that are..
Of things that are to be..
Or that are gone...
Of things that can be made real,
Of things that can be only unreal..

Though my dreams are in search of Reality....
My reality will always seek - Dreams ! "

I hope to keep dreaming big.... n then take the plunge to make it reality....

The 5 D's of success... read it somewhere... "DREAMS leading to strong DESIRES when acted upon with DEDICATION and DETERMINATION, lead to DESTINATION :) "

For now, Im doing great on the first step :D Hope to cross the other milestones too.....
Thats it for now....

More later !

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

The First Post !

Hmmm... I was wondering... why it took me so long to create a blog... I've always wanted to do that... but better late than never.....

To begin with... a big thanks to someone who had been asking for it... the one who helped me start this... KK as he calls himself :D .. here u go dude !

Well... what do i start with... have had loads of experiences... looking at back at my life... I feel like " whoaa ! I've had a life full of loads of stuff " as everyone ofcourse... being 21 today... life has offered a lot... the usual phases everyone goes thru... the vast variety of people... good decisions... bad ones... happy moments.... thrilling moments... heartbreaking moments.... depressing moments... loads of it n more..... stay tuned for all of it ;)

Everyday... life has something new.... as all say... its a learning process... experience, learn, n be wise :) ... am on my way to do that as well... moving on... doing what I can... to make the best of what i have.... n then term myself as 'wise' ;)

The more I think about this... the more spiritual I tend to get... it does get scary at times :D ...I mean thinking abt life... then suddenly the human race.... n then the universe... n then space... n then all blank....with a big lump in my throat !!

Today, the present, makes me wanna do great... ( lol...I know.. nothing special.. everyone wants to do that !! ) ... just reaffirming my thoughts... motivation u see ;)

I feel like quoting Bon Jovi....

"Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
It gets me through the night.
I aint gonna do what I don't want to, Im gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face, I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day"

:) that makes me feel good n strong ! Hey no ! am not a revolutionary... nor do I intend to be... nor am I the young one with loads of surging blood to go against the rules, society, et al. Unconventional ?? I am not ! Pretty much conventional... with my own principles set for myself...

I realise... this post had no head-tail perhaps !! Am still learning u see.... may be it gave some insight on the gal behind the thoughts ....

More later !